Still confused and yeah

tormented with thoughts
that i can not escape
memories best forgotten
but are always there and never going away
ideas that should be suppressed
but continue going through my mind
dreams of things impossible
they need to die away
but all these thoughts memories ideas and dreams
keep on haunting me every day
and i wish i new how to keep them at bay
how to push them far away

For the last month, iv been a total idiot. Iv been doing a lot of stupid stuff. Stuff that i know better than to do, but i do it anyways. I need to take a look at myself.

rain keeps falling
and i keep walking
the fog keeps creeping up
and i keep walking
the shadows creep up
and i keep walking
the last light turns off
and i stop walking
i look around
and i no longer know where to go
but then a light turns on
and i keep walking