Every time i see a mention my heart drops my eyes blur and my mind races with confusion...

If you focus on everything that could go wrong, things that did go wrong, or the negative in the world, You will fail to see the wonderful things that go on in your life. And even when i know this, its still so hard to open my eyes. So hard to listen. So hard to really feel.

Wow. School sucks, lifes confusing and im still tired. Seems nothing has changed since the begining of last year.

Hey guys!
summers been great! Washington was awsome even though it was a blazing one hundred and four degrees=) I cant wait to see all you guys again. Yeah School may suck but with you guys its a hell of alot more fun=). And yea=).

Three day weekend

Hello. So this weekend was a three day weekend. Guess what i did for most of it. My STUPID PROJECT!!! ohh well lol. my weekend was still fun. On saturday i went to a family friend bday party. Sunday a bunch of project work and today i went to my friend Logans to swim. then after i bought an ipod shuffle. I would have bought a nano or touch but i figure that it would be broken in a few months. So a got a little one istead lol. so thats my weekend and yea=P

Short school day

Yay.Finaly a small break in all the stressfull school stuff. Today was relaxing and fun. I went out to lunch with Meaghan and I had a great time. She wouldnt let me pay though and that was a little annoying but ohh well. she would have been upset if i did pay. I got her B-day gift today lol and she has no clue as to what it is lol. I hope she likes it cuz if i mess up on the first bday gift i get her, then that would b bad. So yeah. thats my day. bye=P

You know i havent posted latly cuz i never post anything optemistic. My blog seems to be filled with doom and gloom. Today ill post something optimistic. My Life is good. Yeah my grades suck but im working on them and theyll get were they need to be. I have amazing friends. I have my faith. I have God. I have my Family. I even have this wonderful girl Meaghan. All that crap that iv posted before only shows one side of me and hopefully this post shows a glimpse of my other side. So there my life is good. And yea...=)